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Headaches

Love is filled with headaches.
Never knowing what to do.
Never knowing what he'll say about you.
I wish I knew what he was thinking.
But I wouldn't want to know the truth.
I'd rather have him lie and say "I love you."
Rather him saying "I hate you."
Is this normal?
Is this sane?
My God I'm turning insane.
Because this is love, right?
No?
Then what is this?
Nothing?
Can i hear your voice?
No don't walk away.
I need you understand?
We were made for each other
or that's what we said.
But maybe that's what you lied.
Fine.
Call me hopeless,
Call me a fool.
A fool in love
is all I ca do.

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Why?


He makes my heart skip a beat everytime I see him walk in class.
He's so confident in what he does.
It makes me want to be just like him.
To stay by his side and say we're perfect for each other.



My head is spinning with these emotions.
What is it?
What am I feeling?
He came up to me today and said a "Hi."
I felt my face get hot.
Why is he right in front of me?
Why is he saying hi?
I whispered back a "Hi" and walked past him.
Oh God I'm pathetic.
He must think I'm a total idiot.
But I'm not like him.
I wish I was though....

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Confused


Why do I always feel lost and alone?
Is there any way out of it?
Will someone show me another door to get through to escape this dark tunnel?

 
I'm waiting.
Oh so patiently.
I want...I NEED someone to show me a brighter path to take.
All I'm doing is stumbling over and over because I can't see.
No one will help me because they never notice me.
Am I that much into the darkness that no one cares?
They won't notice that I'm gone until someone else mentions it?

But then he came.
I saw a light.
Saw the path.


He showed me the way.
Made me feel loved.
He showed he cared even though I know it's probably an act.
But I don't care, he let me see.
And I can thank him over and over again.
Even if he gets annoyed I will thank him.
For saving me and for letting me feel love again.

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